Sunday, June 30, 2013

Dr. Doom or Iron Man?

Would Dr. Doom be able to control the various types of metal in the Iron Man suit?

The metals in Tony Stark's Iron Man suit is thought to be comprised of various materials such as titanium and nickel-titanium (nitinol). Iron would not be possible because this metal is too dense. Nitinol can be deformed at one temperature and then resume its shape back at the transformation temperature.

The suit also contains carbon-carbon composite.  This is a carbon fiber reinforced graphite that can tolerate heat in upwards of 2300° F, just the space shuttles built by NASA.

The last material the suit contains is single crystal titanium. This custom made titanium reduces the number of imperfections in the suit. This makes the suit much stronger than other titanium suits. Its now being used in military jet engines that are susceptible to bird strikes.

Now, can Victor von Doom control the metals in Tony Stark's Iron Man suit? Yes.

In conclusion: Tony Stark is for in one hell of a ride with Victor von Doom!!

Reference:

Official Marvel Website

Saturday, June 29, 2013

Notre Dame Ends Rivalry with Michigan!

Column: Notre Dame not chicken, just greedy http://www.thescore.com/home/articles/867981

Bad Friends vs. Good Friends

I have two friends here in Orlando while Amanda & her family are in NC where her husband is working. These two supposed friends don't call, don't stop by to check on me, or even send a fucking text!! True friends do not act like that!! I won't say the names of these two out of what little respect I have for them. How could you leave a really sick friend home alone for a week without dropping by for 15 minutes to make sure they have everything they need. I needed help paying for a $6 prescription. I asked one friend and they said they didn't have $6. OK I'll remember that bullshit. I love you Amanda! Thanks to u & Robert I have my medicine. I have bent over backwards to help my sick friends with whatever money I have left and I sit with them. Rub their backs. Try to give them comfort in knowing they will feel better ♥

Now for the best friends that I have that can't be with me but call & text me all the time I love you all! I'm happy to have you as my best friends. You've all been some light at the end of my tunnel! Thank you Julie, Ken, Amanda, Robert, and Tracey. I'm here for you guys too ♥

I would also like to thank my Facebook Sistas for their warm get well wishes!! I love you ladies too!! ♥

Virtual (((HUGGS))) for all my Facebook Sistas and friends around the world wishing me get wells ♥
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Friday, June 28, 2013

50 Shades of Grey Release Date Announced

The release date for the 50 Shades of Grey is set for August 1st, 2014. The film has been picked up by Universal Studios, which could be good thing. In my opinion, Universal Studios has consistently filmed some of the best block buster hits over the last 100 years of their history. All of my favorite movies are Universal Studios films. The release date was released today. Although they have this release date, there is no mention of who will portray Christian Grey and Anastasia Steele. The tension mounts as who will portray Christrian Grey! Ryan Gosling, Ian Sommerhalder, and Channing Tatum seem to be the top three nominees on Facebook. However I prefer Michael Fassbender, he would be a tad to old to play a 27 year old billionaire.

50 Shades of Grey Release Date

The Walking Dead Emmy Nominations

For those of you who wish to catch the Primetime Emmy Awards to see if The Walking Dead & Andrew Lincoln win their awards, here's the link for date, time, & other nominees:

http://www.emmys.com

Monday, June 24, 2013

ATTENTION: WALKING DEAD FANS!!

I have set up a Walking Dead fan page on Facebook called Walking Dead Nation! Please if you are a fan check it out and like it! Just launched today so its going to take a bit to get it off the ground! Would love to have some conversations and fun times on the page! Just click the link and it will take you right there! I also run a Facebook group called The Walking Dead Nation! Everyone is allowed to join just ask for an invite! I posted another link that you can go to. The group is on fire! We just need more members!




Wednesday, June 19, 2013

Happiness SOMEWHAT returning...

Well some new things are turning around.  The only thing that isn't is my daughter not wanting to live down here in Orlando with me.  That really and truly breaks my heart.  I am hoping that she will change her mind in a few months...

And with that said.  I am very happy down here in Orlando.  I've also had some of my Facebook friends and my Sistas group supporting me and helping me get over this insane depression I have been going through.  Never had a depressive episode this bad, every!  Someone from my past has become a very good friend to me and that makes me happy.  While Amanda and Tela is with Robert up in North Carolina, Robert is working there, this person has kept me from being alone and is keeping me from getting depressed about everything that has gone wrong.  Julie keeps me going by supporting me and she is someone I trust my life with and I can confide in.

Two months ago I received the news that ALL my tests and urine tests were fully normal across the board!! That means that my diabetes is VERY well controlled, my kidney disease is in FULL remission, and all my functions are normal, such as my liver.  This is extremely great news for me because now I feel like I can live another 40 years! I have been tight with my vegan diet, eating mostly fruits, vegetables, some pasta, and some bread.  I can poultry 2-3 a month.  NO pork, but I miss bacon something fierce.  I did find vegetable bacon I am willing to try.  Because of my diet and some exercise, walking as much as I physically can, I now weight 109 pounds!  When I was placed on this diet for kidney health and protection I weighed approximately 138-145.

I received my final grades for my social psychology class today!  I have good reason to be proud of myself despite all the stressful situations over the past 10 or so weeks.  My content grade was a 100 A, the average grade for writing was a 98 A, and my overall end grade for the class is a 99 A! My final signature assignment was a perfect 100 and it was an annotated bibliography with 16 entries.  Think I should feel a little narcissistic?  I about my grades I think I can :)

I now have some hope back.  While I have no religion, I believe in fate in Karma.  I used to have hope for better things to come in my life.  It disappeared a very long time ago with all kinds of unfortunate events that have been happening since I was 21.  Many violent and disappointing events over the last 19 years, almost half of my life.  So hope has returned despite a couple things going on.

I just want to thank my dad, my few friends, and my friends on Facebook.  I now have hope and things to look forward to.  I guess my good Karma has returned and my fate is turning around for the good <3

Wednesday, June 12, 2013

Nothingness-work in progress.

NO ONE HAS ANY PERMISSION TO USE ALL OR PART OF THIS WRITING WITHOUT EXPRESS WRITTEN PERMISSION. 

Nothingness 🎶

There is no faith, no love, no dreams. 

Fate and destiny take ahold of me. 

There is no God, no hope, no forgiveness. 

Life and death take ahold of me & make me breathless.

The past cannot be changed, cannot be forgotten, can not be edited. 

The past cannot be erased, the past can only be accepted.

Pain lives behind these brown eyes, there's something lost. 

The pain behind these brown eyes has no soul. 

Sucking me deep into an abyss. 

There's no returning from black of darkness. 

Monday, June 10, 2013

Turning 40

In 5 weeks I will be 40. Its depressing because all my friends have partners or are married. I've been pretty much single, seeing someone for 6-8 weeks and breaking up constitutes being single, for almost 5 years. Being 40 and single feels pathetic to me. I've had my fun and I'm done. I want to live the rest of my life with someone. I'm a realist. I have kidney disease so what if I only have 20-25 years left to live? At least I could share it with someone I love ♥

Having diabetes, neuropathy, and now kidney disease would cause me to worry about being 40. Why you ask? Because my birth father was dead at the age of 44. This was largely in part because he did not take care of his diabetes. He didn't take it seriously. My mom died at 51and she had MS, arteriosclerosis, and was most likely diabetic because of large ulcer sores she would get on her legs & ankles after a cut or insect bite she received.

Now after years of controlled blood sugars and my kidney disease in remission, plus healthy blood and urine tests, I'm confident diabetes won't kill me. The kidney disease will. Its 100% fatal. However, I can prolong death for up to 30 years.

Now I'm just scared of being lonely. The feeling of loneliness is horrible. Just when I think I found Mr. Right, in 2 months he turns in Mr. Wrong. Instead of kissing a frog & turning him into a prince, I'm kissing princes and turning them into frogs!! There's either something wrong with me or them. What the fuck?

I have been blessed with three children who have brought me great joy for almost 21 years. But that's not the same as living my life with a wonderful man. Children grow up and leave home. I want a man who shares hobbies with me and will walk beside me through thick and thin. Someone I can share my dreams with. I don't care about money or the kind of home we live in. I only care about love. Is that too much to ask for?

I can day this about myself. I have high self esteem, almost narcissistic, I believe I'm beautiful on the inside and outside, I feel gorgeous & attractive. I have no problems getting dates. Its just finding the one I'm drawn to, the one I cannot live without and he cannot live without me. I look young for my age and I enjoy the compliments I receive. But when the perfect man come along, faults and all! I have faults, we all do ♥