Bad Friends vs. Good Friends

I have two friends here in Orlando while Amanda & her family are in NC where her husband is working. These two supposed friends don't call, don't stop by to check on me, or even send a fucking text!! True friends do not act like that!! I won't say the names of these two out of what little respect I have for them. How could you leave a really sick friend home alone for a week without dropping by for 15 minutes to make sure they have everything they need. I needed help paying for a $6 prescription. I asked one friend and they said they didn't have $6. OK I'll remember that bullshit. I love you Amanda! Thanks to u & Robert I have my medicine. I have bent over backwards to help my sick friends with whatever money I have left and I sit with them. Rub their backs. Try to give them comfort in knowing they will feel better ♥

Now for the best friends that I have that can't be with me but call & text me all the time I love you all! I'm happy to have you as my best friends. You've all been some light at the end of my tunnel! Thank you Julie, Ken, Amanda, Robert, and Tracey. I'm here for you guys too ♥

I would also like to thank my Facebook Sistas for their warm get well wishes!! I love you ladies too!! ♥

Virtual (((HUGGS))) for all my Facebook Sistas and friends around the world wishing me get wells ♥
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My Facebook Sistas!

So most of you know the hard times that I and my family are going through. I belong to a group of amazing, that doesn't even begin to describe these ladies, ladies. Pretty much the entire group was connected from the game of We Rule for iPad, iPhone, iPod Touch (no longer available ugh).

Well, several of these ladies pooled together to send me a couple of Visa gift cards and some cash. Thanks to these amazing ladies I was able to afford my car repairs! A $109 battery for my car and $200.89 to put a pulley kit in my car to replace my blown up AC compressor. And that is not all!

My family lost our apartment because rent was just ONE day late! One fucking day!! Now my family is separated and I am disabled, in school so I can online teach psychology (I have worked my ass off to earn my AA degree, my Bachelor's degree in Psychology, my criminal profiling certification, my crime scene investigation certification, and now 1/3 of the way through my Masters in Psychology with an emphasis on health psychology). One of the ladies in the group that I have met personally is now one of my best friends (Julie and Ken I love guys so much!). Her name is Amanda. Amanda and her family have given me a place to live so I do not have to be homeless on the 31st! My daughter is living with my brother, my younger son as well, and my oldest son is staying with a friend, hopefully for a long time.

Words cannot even describe how much my Sistas have gotten me through one of the roughest times in my life! I have Bipolar disorder and I am going through a rapid cycling of mania, depression, and normalcy (well normal for me). I can cry to these ladies, smile with these ladies, and laugh with these ladies. They have helped me through my strongest depression (you too Julie!!) this go around. It was so bad I didn't care if I woke up the next day, although I am not suicidal. I just hope that one day I can return the favor to my fellow Sistas!!

I am at horrible spot in my life right now and I miss children so damn much it hurts my heart so bad. I somewhat feel alone without them. But I am looking toward the future and hopefully a brand new start in Orlando. I now have something to look forward to in my life. I can feel something good on the horizon

I love you ladies and are most gracious for your help <3