Bad Friends vs. Good Friends

I have two friends here in Orlando while Amanda & her family are in NC where her husband is working. These two supposed friends don't call, don't stop by to check on me, or even send a fucking text!! True friends do not act like that!! I won't say the names of these two out of what little respect I have for them. How could you leave a really sick friend home alone for a week without dropping by for 15 minutes to make sure they have everything they need. I needed help paying for a $6 prescription. I asked one friend and they said they didn't have $6. OK I'll remember that bullshit. I love you Amanda! Thanks to u & Robert I have my medicine. I have bent over backwards to help my sick friends with whatever money I have left and I sit with them. Rub their backs. Try to give them comfort in knowing they will feel better ♥

Now for the best friends that I have that can't be with me but call & text me all the time I love you all! I'm happy to have you as my best friends. You've all been some light at the end of my tunnel! Thank you Julie, Ken, Amanda, Robert, and Tracey. I'm here for you guys too ♥

I would also like to thank my Facebook Sistas for their warm get well wishes!! I love you ladies too!! ♥

Virtual (((HUGGS))) for all my Facebook Sistas and friends around the world wishing me get wells ♥
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ATTENTION: WALKING DEAD FANS!!

I have set up a Walking Dead fan page on Facebook called Walking Dead Nation! Please if you are a fan check it out and like it! Just launched today so its going to take a bit to get it off the ground! Would love to have some conversations and fun times on the page! Just click the link and it will take you right there! I also run a Facebook group called The Walking Dead Nation! Everyone is allowed to join just ask for an invite! I posted another link that you can go to. The group is on fire! We just need more members!

Walking Dead Nation page

The Walking Dead Nation group

Happiness SOMEWHAT returning...

Well some new things are turning around.  The only thing that isn't is my daughter not wanting to live down here in Orlando with me.  That really and truly breaks my heart.  I am hoping that she will change her mind in a few months...

And with that said.  I am very happy down here in Orlando.  I've also had some of my Facebook friends and my Sistas group supporting me and helping me get over this insane depression I have been going through.  Never had a depressive episode this bad, every!  Someone from my past has become a very good friend to me and that makes me happy.  While Amanda and Tela is with Robert up in North Carolina, Robert is working there, this person has kept me from being alone and is keeping me from getting depressed about everything that has gone wrong.  Julie keeps me going by supporting me and she is someone I trust my life with and I can confide in.

Two months ago I received the news that ALL my tests and urine tests were fully normal across the board!! That means that my diabetes is VERY well controlled, my kidney disease is in FULL remission, and all my functions are normal, such as my liver.  This is extremely great news for me because now I feel like I can live another 40 years! I have been tight with my vegan diet, eating mostly fruits, vegetables, some pasta, and some bread.  I can poultry 2-3 a month.  NO pork, but I miss bacon something fierce.  I did find vegetable bacon I am willing to try.  Because of my diet and some exercise, walking as much as I physically can, I now weight 109 pounds!  When I was placed on this diet for kidney health and protection I weighed approximately 138-145.

I received my final grades for my social psychology class today!  I have good reason to be proud of myself despite all the stressful situations over the past 10 or so weeks.  My content grade was a 100 A, the average grade for writing was a 98 A, and my overall end grade for the class is a 99 A! My final signature assignment was a perfect 100 and it was an annotated bibliography with 16 entries.  Think I should feel a little narcissistic?  I about my grades I think I can :)

I now have some hope back.  While I have no religion, I believe in fate in Karma.  I used to have hope for better things to come in my life.  It disappeared a very long time ago with all kinds of unfortunate events that have been happening since I was 21.  Many violent and disappointing events over the last 19 years, almost half of my life.  So hope has returned despite a couple things going on.

I just want to thank my dad, my few friends, and my friends on Facebook.  I now have hope and things to look forward to.  I guess my good Karma has returned and my fate is turning around for the good <3

Apple iOS 6

So I upgraded my 4th generation iPod touch to the new iOS software. While yes I love it, I also think it can be a pain. The app store quite often closes when I try to download an app or search for one. One of the games that I was playing no longer works on the new operating system. I have not checked out the maps but from I hear Apple Maps sucks. I say just get a damn Garmin or Tom Tom shit! That is what a GPS is for. Besides you can get a Garmin in Walmart for $89 plus tax with lifetime maps. I will be getting that SOON. Cheaper to buy a new one than upgrading the maps on mine.

Anyways, back to iOS 6. I really like the new feature that I can now share photos directly to Facebook and Twitter. So much easier! You can now also create photo albums on your iPod or iPhone which makes sorting my Instagram and wallpapers easy. With the iPod touch you can now send messages to iPhone users and share pictures. However, very rarely do my pictures send without an error. I have given up on sending pics to my daughter's iPod and my friends iPhone! Hopefully the bugs will be taken care of with the next update. Every day I have new app updates so the apps are coming up to speed for the iPhone 5 and the new iOS 6 operating system. One thing you will notice that goes missing when you upgrade to iOS 6 is that your YouTube will be POOF, no longer there! Don't sweat it! The app has been redone and is fantastic! I love the new YouTube app.

I can NOT speak for iPhone users. Only iPod touch. I have seen a television commercial out with a new 5th generation iPod touch. Looks pretty sleek and amazing but as far as I am concerned, that might be the only difference, is that it comes in colors now like the Nano. I am in NO rush to hurry and get an iPod 5. I paid $300 for the one I have now and its less than a year old. No need for a new one just yet. Maybe in a year when the kinks are out.